ok, i admit. i have been lying to everyone. My so called book "Ryan's Book of Laws and Theories" does not exist at all. Daniel 3a caught me. but the only reason i lied was to make sure the world dosent enter chaoness when i unveal the secrets of the earth. i have masked the real book so that only ppl who know and accepts the truths can buy it, without ordinary eyes seeing it. and finally, i decided to tell everyone the real book that does exist. it is LOTR ( Laws and Oso Theories by Ryan). All i hope is that i do not get caught like Galileo when he first said that the earth revolved arnd the sun and not the other way round. hmm see the burden i have by unvealing the real truths? haiz all i want is for history to not repeat itself...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

haiz wat does it feel to be backstabbed? horrible. these few weeks i was back stabbed and was at the mercy of 3 terrifying letters. DNT. what used to me my fav subject twisted my arm and toyed arnd with me like a puppet. having to do its every bidding... in the end? not a piece of work that cld assure me high marks in EOY. so why did i waste weeks of revision for it? so tat i wld not fail badly for EOY. in other words, i did that to pass, not score... now, i doubt i can even pass...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

mdm nora today said it was extremely wierd for half mark qns to come out for comprehension. meaning? there is a possibility it will come out, however small.

so i was wondering if 2 marks = 2 points, and 1 mark = 1 point, so half mark = half a point.

also, 1 mark will be given if it asks for a word from the passage that bests describes something. eg "Quote a word from the passage that bests decribes the direction of the movement of the ants." ans: random. so if this was half a mark instead of 1 mark, u have to answer half the word or u will go into Excess Denied.
so therefore half the word of random is "ran", which just so happens to be ONE word. so u are wrong. WTH!!!

failure is the mother of success...so with many failures? am i a person with many mistresses?

failure is the mother of success...to rid failure, rid mother

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

far too long have i disppointed others...far too long have i brought their hopes sky high and yet singlehanddly brought them down hard to earth in just mere hours.

mr tan said to me after failing yet another maths test badly: "keep on trying ryan. practise more. sometimes even doing all the qns from assessmentbooks and lecture notes not enough. dun lose faith ryan. ive got students who fail constantly and o lvl ...A2."

i wanna ask him...what did that student do?

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

now i know what it feels like to sleep at two and wake up at six each morning. disastours. my whole body is like a walking zombie. my muscles are non-existent and my body ache 24/7. my sharpness feel like 99% and am very super slow.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

hmmm i tink im dedicating this post to my p sch friend's late grandfather. still rmb everyday after school will see him waiting outside the gate without fail. then got once he treated me to macs ice cream cone at ECP. hmm i wonder what it is like to have my grandparent do all these for me, never got the chance to experience all these, having left me at a very young age.

only ystd then i realised that edmund is super caring to stuff. behind that tall figure that always bickers with his sis, is actually a very extremely caring person...nvr realise that.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

ARGH! i think im nature's no1 enemy... im suppose to be their no1 ally lah. still rmb that since p1 i had a wierd affection for animals espiecially insects. anyway today something super disgusting happened to me today. i went to school for chi rememdial today. then when i got off the bus 33. i saw black and small fall b4 me. thinking it was my eyes blur and saw wrongly, i disregarded the think and continued walking. 2 steps after, i felt something crawling on my arm. ANTS!!! humongous amt of ants crawling up my hand. then i practically jumped like a monkey shaking my hands all arnd and wiping off all the ants. worse still when i swiped my hair checking if there were any, i touched a gooey mixture of dead bee and whatever not!!! can u imagine the state of my hair? i was like super duper freaked out....funny scene...surprising no one was arnd me...miakes me wonder if theres someone out there to get me...

now im like super paranoid. i keep feeling there ants crawling on me...even after bathing abt 5 times...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

argh! i dunno whats happening all arnd me. suddenly the word "quack" seem to have quite an impact in my life? recently only. maybe it is maybe it isnt but anw. everyone arnd me have been quacking alot. there are the grp of ppl who cant stop linking me with ducks and quacks...do they tink we are like mandarin ducks or smtg? and my father just came back from the duck tour. he brought back this whistle which when u blow, it quacks. so now its like he is constantly playing the whistle and going quacking arnd the hse. and then in batam there were ducks all over the island which means they quacked everywhere....i tink im getting allergic to quacks...everytime i hear one, i either get angry or turn my head...

hmmm just changed my wishlist...just realise i have 3 extra wallets. lets see if i were to use it like i used my old one, it cld last me maybe to the age of perhaps 22?
and whats more my current school bag has been with me since the first day of sec 1. i still rmb on that day, i lost my waterbottle on the first day of orientation and Mr Yusri returned it to me after announcing what he found. so yea the water bottle comes in a set with the bag and a pencil box( which i have no idea where it is) bought in malaysia...johor i tink. the bottle's gone, pencil box's gone...left with the bag. and the bag is like in a tattered shape with lots of dirt marks.

anw, today went to batam. found out it was in indonesia and not malaysia. so the currency was like $S = RP1600? smtg like dat. then the whole day, we had a difficult time converging the currency. hmmm the first step we stepped out of the ferry terminal, and we were bombarded with taxi agency. they just quote u a price and drive u there. no hard and fast rule or meter...just negotiation. and on the roads, there were barely any traffic lights... u can imagine how haotic it was. kena cheated on the first taxxi ride...but the place he brought us to ( some massage parlour) was gd. then went to eat lunch. in indonesia, the A&W was the main fast food restaurant, along with BFC ( best frie chicken ), KFC and Godiva Coffee. no macdonalds...in singapore macs is the leading fast food restaurant. in china it is KFC. so i tink in indonesia, A&W is. hmmm im sure if A&W were to reopen their shops here, they wld make a tidy profit. and the GODIVA COFFEE there sux. hmm maybe not totally.the coffee still ro but the meals sux. and everywhere u go, u can nvr escape the smoke...was coughing everywhere. hmmm i tink this time i broke the record again by buying alot of stuff...the most! wat to do? i seriously lack shoes and clothes so buy lor since everything was so cheap. and then there was this "doughnut factory" similar outlet. quite big. queue = 0.5 hr. SHIOK RITE? my first time queuing for doughnuts or eating gd doughnuts( i tink i serious deprivation of childhood). but the catch was that there were not much doughnuts left. only 2-3 variations were available from the range of doughnuts that was suppose to be more than singapore's. and worse still, the quantity wasnt alot. so we were like wth! so cheap, so fast, so many variteties YET NO QUANTITY!!! quality wise, dunno, havent try.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...