Argh this new skin sux...cant view the videos i linked it up with properly, which means im gonna change the skin again....argh. Hate it when it comes to changing skins, must search for nice suitable skins which im not really good at. And change the codes which i am worse at, coz i will always del smtg essential accidentally and screw the whole thing up...ARGH!!!

Anw ystd at choir, it was a killer. took this vivo city chaterted bus to Siglap South CC, which is at the south of siglap, u know where? good. we went a whole big round getting there...stupid driver.

then we practised in the main hall. waah Mr Kwei wanted to kill us. First we had to some hissing exercises lying down. nvm my diaphrgm thingy very tired after that. Then we had to stan in quartet position. Means each row is Bass, Sap, Alto, Tenor, Bass, Sop, Tenor, Bass, Sop, Tenor...and so on. So each person is his/her own and her/his nearest fellow section mate is relatively far from him/her. Then i screwed up all three songs. I dunno my parts and i just cant seem to sing v well. Dunno why smtg just struck from no where these month? cant sing and i always screw my parts. Then its not like i can choose not to sing coz the ppl arnd me needed my "bass" part so they will know theirs, and vice-versa. I mean without theirs, i might not get my notes. Without me they might rush, v complex thing. Then i was trying to get my act together, representing bass to the ppl arnd me, and trying to pick out other basses to ensure i was correct. It was really damn crap. after that embarrasing moments, we had to stay in quartet position, we had to lie down and sing binama!!! wah my diaphrgm practically did not exist after that.

then today during choir we were split into grps. each grp consisting of a few members of every section. my grp was first and the worse, maybe becoz i screw up choreo so badly... haiz damn embarrasing...then after that while wearing my shoes, my file slipped from thrid floor and fell to first floor. Then i rushed down and found my file getting confiscated. the ncc sea ppl crowded me and said alot of stuff which i cant hear. then argh nvm that person just gets on my nerves yea thats all for these two days of choir

haiz tml is april fools day, its on a sunday, cant trick, haiz, wasted...lets hope next yrs isnt

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

haha saw this at tiff's blog. so funny, do you know he is actually a professor?

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

I have no idea why i am so flustered and sudden moodiness in me now. Just so sudden, like mood swing like that. Feel as though kena betrayed or smtg like dat, cnfm oversensitivity but, just cant help it. Dun care whatever huever things, its my emotion, n one can control it.

when u do smtg, the most important thing is being appreciated. it all goes down to waste if he or she dosent realise it. espicially if u put in THAT muc effort into smtg and it just goes past unnoticed, then u will feel like u have been cheated, and discouraged from doing anything else for ppl anymore. Haiz, guess that is what affirmation is abt.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

haha last few days slept v late for stupidest reasons, then today took evening nap until quite late, almost cldnt eat dinner!!!

just spend abt an hour replying tags, and reading blog...tell huever reading this ah, dun tag at my blog so much!!!, very hard to reply one, my comp got smtg wrong abt replying tags on this blog, so ... u know lah.

then today dnt i receive two time out, for being so smart and innovative. then egg man rules...then geog ntg much.

haha i tink we starting a "anyhow-bash" tradition. almost everyday we whack sm1. today we whacked 3 ppl, 2 was we felt like it, haha. damn shiok.

then ipw dnt was utterly boring.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Today i slept at 3 30am. cldnt sleep so i played some computer games and got so into it until i finished it when i realise it was almost 3.30.

Woke up and went to school. Heard that andy kena knocked by car, lucky is not bang...imagine banging a car, or worse the other way round *hair stand*. after that i got into an arm wrestle with Zi Yi. haha i was like half asleep, then the arm wrestle at that position for dunno how long( v long). haha then russell extra say "who lose will have to pull down his pants". That time i saw adeline, then she was dao-ing me bcoz i pulled her hairband a few days back. then i wanted to say sorry but was busy maintaining the position. then i offered draw but zi yi dun want, after like 30 sec, then he ask for draw...lame rite? so we drew, then russell was like "walao!!!". haha, then i and zi yi rape russell and tried to pull down his pants, stupid belt, foil our plans.

then was the a math lecture, i have no idea i actually redid the qns twice during the lecture and made sure i understood. still got a few dun understand. then eng, physics, then chinese, then ss, then e math. left 10 min earlier for choir, during that practice, the whole choir was focused. it was like unimaginable, no talking, no disturbance, even mr kwei found it too focused? i tink. then i just sang to my fullest, v shiok.

after that i rushed to play floorball, no time to rest lah. run here run there...after blasting for an hour, nvr drink at all. That that stupid angie, dun want help me buy water...haha anw, we won and into the finals.

then i waited for russell, he was playing table-tennis. he suck, i suck more. Then we played badminton, he suck and i dun quite suck coz my hits will go to opponent half. while russell one will go to the net!!!

then i played with some lower sec. he smashed the racket onto my head. then he was like" is ur head okay?" then i said, " my head not pain at all, hows ur racket?" haha his racket the threads broke!!! i tink 3 strands, haha he was like "omg!!! how hard is this guys head?" haha but its sch racket, so he dun care.

went home, found out that i cant play floorball finals bcoz i got choir practise!!! ARGH!!! then gd luck for all syf participants.

Today i slept at 3 30am. cldnt sleep so i played some computer games and got so into it until i finished it when i realise it was almost 3.30.

Woke up and went to school. Heard that andy kena knocked by car, lucky is not bang...imagine banging a car, or worse the other way round *hair stand*. after that i got into an arm wrestle with Zi Yi. haha i was like half asleep, then the arm wrestle at that position for dunno how long( v long). haha then russell extra say "who lose will have to pull down his pants". That time i saw adeline, then she was dao-ing me bcoz i pulled her hairband a few days back. then i wanted to say sorry but was busy maintaining the position. then i offered draw but zi yi dun want, after like 30 sec, then he ask for draw...lame rite? so we drew, then russell was like "walao!!!". haha, then i and zi yi rape russell and tried to pull down his pants, stupid belt, foil our plans.

then was the a math lecture, i have no idea i actually redid the qns twice during the lecture and made sure i understood. still got a few dun understand. then eng, physics, then chinese, then ss, then e math. left 10 min earlier for choir, during that practice, the whole choir was focused. it was like unimaginable, no talking, no disturbance, even mr kwei found it too focused? i tink. then i just sang to my fullest, v shiok.

after that i rushed to play floorball, no time to rest lah. run here run there...after blasting for an hour, nvr drink at all. That that stupid angie, dun want help me buy water...haha anw, we won and into the finals.

then i waited for russell, he was playing table-tennis. he suck, i suck more. Then we played badminton, he suck and i dun quite suck coz my hits will go to opponent half. while russell one will go to the net!!!

then i played with some lower sec. he smashed the racket onto my head. then he was like" is ur head okay?" then i said, " my head not pain at all, hows ur racket?" haha his racket the threads broke!!! i tink 3 strands, haha he was like "omg!!! how hard is this guys head?" haha but its sch racket, so he dun care.

went home, found out that i cant play floorball finals bcoz i got choir practise!!! ARGH!!! then gd luck for a;; syf participants.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

haha tml is the day where all the counsellors running for presidency start bribing ppl. today while walking back from announcements i force felix to bribe me, haha. then he gave me one of his propaganda items meant for other ppl. Then had talk with the HOD, gosh, haiz, i just cant help not thinking abt it...

then tml games carnival, dunno if im playing, then tml got choir...

to all counsellors running for presidency: introduce eating in class and i will vote for u!!! haha...

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...alone in the dark...

Omg!!! Syf is like 3 wks later start le 18 April. I cant imagine me then, cause recently, im getting ultra bored with the songs and im starting to sing wrongly. U know sort of like, the more u practice the worse u get? haiz, so worrying...

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...alone in the dark...

Haha, today quite interesting. Got a few photos to upload. Anyway, today first period DNT. We had this new thcer, Mr Lee, and he taught us about structure. So first part of the lesson, we were suppose to biuld a structure, to protect the egg from breaking after falling a height of approximately 2 metres or so.The materials were, 20 satay sticks, 25 straws, 6 rubber bands, 4 coloured papaer, string, 2m paper tape, egg. Then my group members, Sufyan, Nicky, Faizan and me were the only 4-man team and the rest were 3. We named ourselves Egg Man and then had too many discussion and ended up nothing to present at the end. We got some oddball structure which was basically a piece of paper all folded up, 2 pieces of satay sticks full of poked straws, very eccentric and looks like a pile of crap. so when testing time we were desperate and just crushed all the materials together and tape it all up the straw-stick thingy as base. Then i just poked a few sticks to act like "stilts" to protect the thing from falling. haha who knows? my stilts saved us from "break-ation" haha one of the two grps that survived, so we proceded to dropping from second floor, haha the "stilts" saved us again, then the other team lost. HAHA!! we the winner!!! haha wanted to carry on to 3rd and 4th lvl but tcher dun allow. Then Mdm Shahera so spoil sport, go and tear open our structure to see if the egg break not.

Then during geog, alisha's egg slipped from her pocket and dropped to the floor, and she just left it there, the tcher know le also dun care, for the whole hour, it was damn stink ah. Lucky is fresh egg, if not even more stink

Then fast forward to IPW DNT. We watch robots, must be my 6th time watching le bah very funny.

then games, i was supposed to be reserve for soccer, then azri went funan to collect our jersey. i was like damn anxious for it, coz without it, means i cldnt play. so after we got it, i nvr got to play coz, we lost FIRST MATCH!!! haha, without me, they cant win lah, tell u y later. then i went to fool arnd with those in my class playing floorball then suddenly, i join floorball. So i just anyhow play lor, never even learn how u play, all i know is must use the stick and whack the ball arnd, haha, then anyhow play also can win. Not that im a good player, but its just good to have me arnd at times. So u see!!! even without me knowing how u play floorball, we cld go semi-final, haiz, really a lost not letting me play soccer.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

haha this one is the tcher showed us during english lesson, very amusing.



talented freak guitarist

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...alone in the dark...

i am so dead, i havent found my dnt scrap book...the only thing deciding if i pass or fail dnt. it is like i have nvr put in so much hardwork b4 in my life. and its lost. argh! its like pages after pages of mind maps of my smallest legible handwriting, and the pages are almost full!!! argh i cant imagine what i wld do sia, how to live life?

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Today choir we went to AJC for some exchange programme. Then when we were in school, we warmed up under the rotunda. We couldnt hear ourselves and it sounded very thin and all those things a choir shouldn't be, we were all slacking, in fact, i cldnt hear the choir. then i was half embarrassed coz so many ppl seeing, at the few times that choir actually opened up to the school, scared they had a bad impression of choir. and half scared for no reason.

when we reached AJC, i sounded wierd, not myslf...just dunno why, was still a little scared for no reason. Then when Mr Kwei practised the low notes, i cld reach the second last notes( a very great improvement of me) and Rui Han even said he could hear me!!! which means to show, that my low notes scld be heard...time to go B2!

so anw, i screw up the practices, i seriously have no idea whats wrong with me these few days, cld reach low notes but my technique, and song all gone. At many point in time, i dun cant even sing a scale and sounded awfully off tune. then when he practise the song, i screw up the choreo, screw up the song, i was very scared i might screw up alot and be kicked out, or worse, screw the choir up. and i was seriously thinking i shld not be in syf, but it wld really be a waste. I was practically having jelly knees.

after that we heard Cat High, our nemises( hope i spell correctly) choir, i was gravely traumitised, they improved relatively alot. so when we sang our first song i was very soft, then the choreo almost screw up, but my actions fast to "act". then masterpiece that time, i was even more traumatised, its hard and all but i had a little confidence back. Then as the song went on, i gained some confidence but not all. then mr kwei gave us an ok sign and i semi-blasted all the way,happy. then for some reason, when we ended the song and went to our seats, my face was acting up. It started glowing red( my friend said so) and radiating lots of heat, its happening so often now a days lah.

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...alone in the dark...

Drats! i just lost $50 because of 1 cent. We went to Raffles City the Food Junction there to eat, since my sis had vocal class nearby. So she bet with me $50 that if i cld find an item on the menu which costs MORE than $10, she wld pay me $50. It cannot be with extra gst or upsized or have added stuff and must be able to finish. So i saw the Pepper Lunch stall, its new, the most expensive is 9.80. i was damn pissed because it seemed the be the only stall arnd to serve such ex food. So i walked on and saw the western food serving the mixed grill $10!!! i was damn happy, but she said MORE than $10...haiz, 1 more cent to $50.

Hahas i now know why women and females are often the main people for consultancy. Its bcoz they learn sewing and embroidery, able to gently and affectionately close those gaps firmly and might even add colours to it. Its time for me to learn that skill and techinique to bridge gaps and make a huge web of trust.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

haha ystd was the dnt conference/seminar. so mdm shahera made us go there at 6:45 am. then i woke up at 5 30, eating breakfast that time, i was verbally murdered by my parents for my results. then reach school very sleepy. wait wait wait, until 7-8 then she ask us go do duties. i was like wth!!! she make us go at 6 45, then wait till 7-8 then go off, at first i tot i have to be brief on stuff but no, im a participant, no need to brief...

so went up, sign up for a few courses, then sat down. haha i tink i sign up for every course, cause school pay for us, so dun make full use will wasted. then i realise cnnt do that, so i went arnd cancel all my name, i think atleast got 30 courses i cancelled. haiz waste space. nvm. then waiting for the speaker that time they played the song all very familiar so i sang and irritated everyone.

then the speaker came and spoke, he was very rude, i tink he is a foreigner or smtg. then he speak somemore worse than P CHAN, can sleep, but i woke everyone up, ask them not to sleep by saying mdm shahera was somewhere in the crowd and sms me to tell them not to sleep. haha they blieve and then nvr sleep le.

after that had brunch then we ate the food from SIAM KITCHEN. quite nice lah. after that i jin pei and angie took a course, i was suppose to be taking a diff course but their course only they two sign up, very sian, so i join them. then it was smtg abt games wear. then instructors got 3, students also 3, then v funny. then Joanne, look alot like tiff. so they made this model, abt one prototype of how u cld wear a game. Gary was very stupid, he ask us to write down parts of our body which can wear the game, then he made a joke of " wear where?". so his model is like a maze, with a ball and u must make the ball go to the end...relative easy rite? but no, his one is a player game, where each player must tie a string( connected to the board) to their neck like a necklace, then stand up and squat down to make the ball move throught the maze. then we tried playing but the girls were laughing all the way so cnnt succeed. then gabriel and adam came. they were suppose to be helpers, but they very sian so they join the course. after that, we played with adam and gabriel. erm me and angie on the starting end, gabriel and jin pei the finishing end , coz im the tallest and jinpei the shortest so its sloped towards the finishing end. then we squat up and down,very tiring and Joanne took pics of us playing.

then we brainstormed possible ideas. we came up with using head to play passing balls arnd( basketball), using ur tongue to play bowling, using ur shin to play tennis, using ur knee to fish etc.gabriel is very clever but sick and disgusting. he kept on thinking abt mouth. he thought of using mouth to blow darts and then made it look disgusting, then still got use nose play hockey and then i said, what if a person sneeze?will the ball fly? or will u knock ur head against the ground? he say use mouth to blow the soccer ball on the miniature soccer field. though its not a wearable game, Gary allowed. haha so we choose that idea.

then got this glue gun provided for us the biuld the prototype, looks very sick. then we make the prototype, truthfully i have to say i nvr use my brain. then we played the blowing soccer, haha we cut up the "pitch" using pen knife. then i and gabriel played cause we are like the only people there with enough "blow" power to play, the girls cant even move the ball. then gabriewl always win coz i was too busy laughing and cldnt change the direction of the ball. so after that lunch break, SIAM kitchen again, food still quite nice. xin ci coz she a helper cant take the food, she ask me help her take must ALOT. i take le she say she have to go up liao then i was like ...

then second session, i signed up for another course but forgeth where it was, so i just stayed with jin pei they all at the room, haha, know got more ppl le then we just stayed there for fun, listen to mp3 and chat alot. haiz adam and gabriel will nvr grow up and they kept on taking the girls pic, gabriel even went to the extend of taking the pic under the table to take jin pei photo, then i was them shocked. then after the socend session had tea break... is like every 2 hr got break and eat. haha the food from SIAM KITCHEN and then i was slacking again. after that was supposed to attend a talk but we all ponned. then edmund mother so kind to give me a lift to PP. haha xin ci they all very pissed. edmund really change le, either that or their family is smtg i wish mine was. then i wait for edmund to makan finish then we went to buy smtg, haha mandy and her mother very pro, i have nvr tot of that. so after that very thankful to them for their time and everything.

then went home, saw angie at the bus stop but she cldnt see me. then go home le very unhappy over some stuff. then chatted with cheryl, haha she and tiff called me a very nice boy!!! wah damn shocked...then ask cheryl if im playful and blunt, or careing and thoughtful. then her ans very wat, say im caring and playful. but anywaes, must thank her and tiff, dispelled my sleepiness for awhile.

then now i chance upon this abt our choir syf set piece, Everyone Sang. wait ah



haha i tink i sang wrong all the while, oops...some senior i am, haha must always ask my junior how to sing...haha btw bass is so easy most of the time is same note...noice rite? haha, oops, same note also dunno how to sing.

heres another one, this time is choir sing, i wasnt there, can u hear the basses?



How issit?

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

haha slept for 4 hours this afternoon, i think its my longest afternoon nap ever. haha now doing eng to tire myself out...

yesterday so many things happen. First, woke up with an aching body, then we hurriedly cleared the remaining uncleared mess. then first two periods of school was a math. Never did hw, so must stand outside, i think about 9 of us stood outside, then heard some one scold somebody, i think they kena caning or what but nt imp. then physics, very stupidcause i was just switching off. then eng, readers digest. recess dunno what happen just flare up, but then again not that imp. then chem the teaqcher nvr come, so i tot li yuan BINAMA. then chi slept whole lesson, i think im learning t be bad...nvm not imp.

then stay back for dnt conference, have to thank jin pei for selecting me, now i got a free lesson. so later got choir. during sectionals, i managed to go in time to find some ppl clearing the books, rang up few ppl, saved some books, haiz still kena scolded. nvm so wait for mr tan to do punishment and then sort of chatted with tiffany and cheryl. then went home.

bathe finish le. went out. went to this good peranakan restaurant in joo chiat and waited for the guests from england. Thir origin i dunno, i just know they are once singaporeans. so we chatted and blah blah blah. The food was really good. then we talk until 9+ went home, talk again. got to say my chess is getting better, won melvin mostly. except for that one time. then went parting that time very funny, we must hug, felt very funny hugging ppl, so many ppl mostly girls somemore. so nvm.then must like kiss the cheek or smtg and caught me completely offguard.

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...alone in the dark...

I tink i only passed two subjects in this round of CT. have no idea what to do. i think maybe i will quarrell, and maybe actually do smtg this time, but nvm. Tml going to have guests from england. some top surgeon or smtg, dunno who's friend. haiz, must put all the formalities, and everything, going to be so uncomfortable.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

I just found out that the people in my class are just wierd in different aspects. Every single one got each own aspects. Well atleast for my current circle. very hard to try to mix and suit everyone. I guess its sort of a stress? and sometimes i just dunno what to do, hu to trust, not everything is so surfacial? haiz, sleeping has so many good properties, u just shut urself out of the world, and trap urself in a quiet world, no one to disturb u. then can also help u grow taller.
no wonder these few days keep on sleeping in class, i also have no idea what happen to me, sleep openly at almost every lesson. at home too, take afternoon nap, sleep earlier.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Haiz, school getting more and more irritating. Just feel like quitting, school...not much meaning going there anyway.Just lost that smtg that keep me to going to school.

so receive back alot of testpapers, dun feel like saying.

went PP, cut hair, met super lot of ppl, it must some kind of " Go pp day" haiz. what else is there to write? err to 2B'06: sent u all the schedule, please try to re arrange ur time according to those in red thx.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Wah today very bloody irritating. First, did my eng hw during a maths. Then jiashun ask mw to ask the class abt the final decision abt ga,es carnival.

then all the lessons very tiring. after school played soccer, cant believe i played so well as goalkeeper. I thought i wanted to quit being goalkeeper le but cnnt, no choice so i be goalkeeper. Then the G class all the pro in one team, me li yuan jun jie and some other ppl, play. then somehow i just blocked all the shots, and i have to say, i think when im serious, i can play well. then body aching, we went ksc sing karaoke. didnt know li yuan was that much of a singer, i know he sing very good. But today, i was like totally in awe. Chinese, english, he both can outsing any of us there. his range is like super high and just sounded bloody good. no wonder they call him ge shen. then te wei dunno why drag me bring him settlers cafe. So we ran there, saw tiff and cheryl, very surprised. nvm i had to ran back and not talk to them because li yuan was bound to kill me. then went back sang somemore, then went play lan. Then suddenly my mum called and demanded i go home immediately. in the middle of playing game then go home le. in the car she scold and scold, eat dinner scold and scold, go home scold and scold. I wonder why i se tired these few days

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...alone in the dark...

today slack alot. because got cohort camp, so all the tchers go there...no one teach.

First i wld like to say smtg about Cohort Camp. It really is a waste im not going, could have bullied all my juniors then. Haiz wasted.

Second, Today school was very slack. Special Activities was as usual very slack. Then PE, Mr Singh not there, so slack a period. Chem was the only hour in the day that a teacher managed to made me do that little measly bit of work. Next was Geog, the tcher tried to teach, but failed. I think i can sense that she will explode some time soon. Eng was talking point and i feel terrible not supporting C. Haiz, too shy? i dunno. But i supported Aisha or however u spell, alot. Then Emath, no thcer = slack 2 periods. After that A math, no tcher = slack again....3 periods of successive slack.

Then cause no tcher, i lent Andy's book for no reason, hahaystd pester like hell to put inside his bag. He is the less responsible but better choice compared to cheryl. not saying he is bad or what but cheryl was ....SCARY!!!...

Reminder to self: always take ten when possible. Today on the way back after remedial with edmund, we med Xin Ci and Alisha. We ignored them and went to the bus-stop. No chance but to talk le. Then edmund has a feeling that they were gonna take the same bus, by purpose or what. So bus ten came, we didnt take cause bus 14 which was double-decker, then hu knoew? they could take bus 14 and we suffered alot in that 10 min? espiecially me...

why must those thoughts come back to me? its kind of embarrassing.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...