Just had a long and hearty talk with my od best friend which was younger then me by almost a yr? anw, i realised how muched i changed. the way i talk, act, and react to certain stuff. last time i wasnt that crappy and more rough i wld say. and strangely enuf, much more sensible than i am now. which made me decide to revert back to the oldself as much as possible...to find a balance between the old and new me!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

AHHHHHHH!!!

first and foremost, i wld like to tell u all that my blog have been violated and infiltrated...today some my NIE trainee physics teacher told me that i should not have put Miss Chen's photo on my blog. at first i was stumped and stunned. then it slowly dawned onto me that he found my blog. After remedial, i asked him how he found it.he said he searched his name over the blog search his name, chancing upon my blog. its all becoz of that post which i said he missed out 10 marks which made me top the class. but somehow, i cant find that post so if u can find out, please notify me. and smtg stranger...i cant even find miss chen's photo on my blog...nor do i rmb posting it, or even having possession of it. which makes it 50-50 chance whether he found this blog. anyway i placed a password, as u have found out...i placed a password protection thingy up.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

hmm got a few new songs...thinking or reconstructing my playlists.
anyway, i found out alot of nice songs start with "dun go" i wonder why that title so famous, everyone using...hmm maybe they never want it to leave thats why!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

today i tink i will do the world a favour by sparring everyone from my theories...think there is information overload. Quoted from Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix by Hagrid when talking about his trip to the GIANT land, "overload 'em with information an'they'll kill yeh jus to simplify things." so i dun wan to end up dead...

anyway smtg disgusting i encountered on my way home on BUS 14 from tuition. the whole upper deck was almost empty, so i chose a seat second row from the back. then halfway throught the journey, two indian couples came up and sat the seats beside me across the walking path. didnt cared much abt them. then i noticed from the corner of my eye that the girls were sitting near the window and the guys near the walk path. then the guys turned their backs towards me and they started making lots of movements. then i curious go and see whats wrong. the guys' back completely covered my view and sort of "hid" the girl, except for the occasional bobbing up and down of the girl's head. then i could hear groans...quite deep ones... i was like OMG! despite me listening to the radio via my earphone set i cld hear groans which means it was quite loud. and that the whole deck on top was completely empty, except for a few lucky sould in front who were sleeping. i tried my very best to stop turning in their direction but their movements very distractive...sometimes cld see the girls on the guys lap, the guy's hand over the girl's chest and whatever not? i had to try to pretend they werent there and just practically dig my head in the book i was reading b4 they come out. cldnt they just seat at the 5 seater behind me and not beside me? like this i wld not have seen them doing whatever they were doing and concentrate on what i was reading!!! haiz traumatising experience and too freaky to continue thinking abt it le. they shld get educated abt doing IT in public and in front of a young innocent child...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

hmm just uploaded 3 new songs. its the first 3 songs in the 'Alsing' playlist. it pretty much depicts how i feel in sch and such these few days. just reading the title wld give u more then u need to know more or less...

haiz common tests so nerve wrecking...almost all of the subjects that i have received so far always have to do with the the 1 or marks more!!! chem(34/50) i needed 1 more mrk to make the A2 grade i tink. then chinese(49/100) needed 1 more mark to pass overall. geog(11.5/25) needed 1 more mark to pass. the only subjects i manage to clinch the 1 mark was DNT(from 37/50 to 38/50), A Math(from 19.5/40 to 21.5/40). haiz so close lah!!!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

hmm learn a few gd things today.

1)the reason why its "i am" and not "you am" is becoz i am more important than you. - masahiro iwaki
2)i will trade my teeth( some girl ) for pennies( some body part )-JS
i will not trade my teeth( some girl) for all the pennies( some body part ) in the world...that wld be what ed wld say
3)khairul have just been punk'd( phang-ed)

haha all these are the funny stuff i heard over these few days. interesting eh?

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

haiz so many things to blog, but dunno if i have any mood to.

Sat quite ironic. i was quite pissed having to spent so much useless time and money wasted. but during bbq, i was cooled off and on a high. went arnd shouting quite softly, but it seems its still quite loud for others. so went to buy liquor or smtg. first time i did smtg like dat. den tiff they all went to buy... quite shocked. at first i tot only ade drink, who knew the whole gang drink. shld i try? no idea. always tot of leading a life alcohol-free,smoke-free, drug-free. hmmm then we continued barbequeing...still am the best cheater and tai-ti-er. barbeque...then adeline first left, followed by i tink yg and ys then wynne then cheryl i tink. cheryl hurt her leg while rushing to see the non-existant fire-works... haha her wound just healed and it broke again...i hate wounds on the joints...very stupid. then russ left, leaving me, ed and tiff alone...in the end we finished the food (sort of). when we cleared the stuff, we poured ice on the grill to "put out" watever fire there was. it was my idea btw. then my mother got ind of angry with me for coming home so late. then i assured her that i will find my way home, b4 tiff lied to me saying that the last mrt left. then my mum scolded me and wanted to fetch me. then dropped ed off his home. during the journey, it was extremely quiet dunno why, very awkward

then sun ntg much happen.

today received results. allow me to announce that u r reading the blog of 3J's top category winner in the MENS ONLY GEOGRAPHY ELECTIVE COMPETITION 2007. haha guess how i much i got? 11.5/25. know what that means? my class, all guys failed geog. haiz, no idea how to pull through and getting promoted to sec 4 if this continues. stupid 1st semester... pull my marks down to the never ending pit of doom. amaths... ok lah.

btw go watch the cartoon "avatar" hilarious and funny show. kept me high for the last few days. either that or its the slight 1 or 2 drops of alcohol from sat. made me sing subconsciously during english tuition...haha very embarassing.


then i realised smtg i can never use 1 or 2 pieces of the wang wang small mini bun which taste all so cool and use it to bribe mdm rozy. even 5 PIECES ALSO CANNOT!!!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

haha just found out why there is such a phrase as "dirty old men". u wan know why? tell you.

for like decades and decades, they never clean their brain (brainwash: smtg like carwash). so its like if the person is 80 yrs old, it wld be like have 80 yrs if dirt. imagine living with 80 yrs worth of dirt everyday. therefore, they have dirty brain. secondly, their mind is often blocked with all the dirt, tats why they eirther slow or blur. then why issit their their so sick wand dirty? its like a spectacle. u dun clean, dirt will form on the lens, if nvr get rid, all u see is dirt. so therefore if u dun go for a brainwash, watever u tink is dirty.having said that, im like one of the dirtiest person in my yr coz im like the oldest.oh gosh...

hmmm finally free le...but then not studying is abit sian...maybe i siao le but dunno. anw like maybe rest 1 week then must start revision le. i cant imagine the topics im gonna revise. for amaths got LOG! SURD! INDICES! DOUBLE/COMPOUND ANGLE! TRIGO!...just amath alone is more than sufficient to kill me. then take a look at SS and Geog: RIVERS! SINHALA! FOREST! IRELAND! CLIMATE! PROVENENCE! LEADERSHIP IS KEY etc. haiz dun wish to think abt it.

ystd azri very funny he was like: " If i have many B3, i will have B3s (Beatreas/Beatrice/Beetreas/Beetrice)..however u spell.

so i finally found out why water(covalent coumpound) is not soluble in water...but then wat is ionised water/de-ionised water/iodised water ? the one in the chem lab.
my friend say is iodine + water for iodised water...which is like crap coz that is a mxture or solution or smtg. and btw how cld water ( a covalent copound) have ions in a first place for it to be deionised or for it to be ionise?

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

hmm today i learn three new things.

1st) i cnt stay up after 2. coz i wld be ultra tired and almost be a zombie
2nd) having three heavy tests is crazy and the school is stupid for doing so
3rd) its not good to sleep from 6-11 coz i cant sleep after that at 11.

haiz so now im staying awake, WIDE AWAKE all becoz i slept 5 hrs during the evening. cant blame me for that, i was already drained from the moment i woke up this morning and + the heave tests...i was almost unresponsive to everyone. haiz...dunno what to do now...the stupid dnt is like so dunno what to study even though there is like 5 chapters to study? meaning that in the test, often is case-by-case qn...so i cant really prepare anything except for the skills the textbook somehow pen it down. and its not like i can practise coz there arent no ten-yr series qn or revision book...haiz...now starting to regret taking up dnt...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

wahhh now im regretting playing while revising for the test, i memorised whichever thing i wanted...but just lack the exposure of qn...regretting alot...anw wed no lesson coz lessons will resume after the end of last test of each day...and wed i have dnt test a 2:30, which means i lessonless!!! yay for the principle...3 whole hours of revising for dnt and one hour revision for amath in school...cool rite?...wonder how effective it will be...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

lately very stress... expiecially wih JS. he and his stupid linking. anw found smtg new: 'O' lvl stands for examination taken in October.
'N' lvl stands for examination taken in November.
'A' lvl stands for examination taken in August.

HAHA! thats wat Lisa tot they stood for...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

i tink im going mad...after that... im going into a state of depression, then mad again...and depression...the continuous cycle...never going to stop.

these few days very headache. first, theres the stupid xin ci that always makes me so frustrated and not being able to concentrate. my self imposed guilt that i topped the class for physics and geog ( though its not really smtg grt or smtg worth mentioning)when im sleeping most of the time and causing sabhina a little stressed. then there are some other things i wish not to say, the pressure of the projects and work/exams laying down on me hard... and to top it off, my sis consistant eeerie singing and wierd modern music playing/singing. hmmm btw she went into NAFA...some arts school ( basically a shelter to camp all wierd ppl to prevent them causing much headaches to the society ) She taking up Vocal as her major so she is like singing and singing day in day out...it was bad few yrs back when she was the head of TKG choir and taking some cert in singing, now its worse...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...