Saturday, May 27, 2006


feeling very down. grouded from music phone, TV, comp....

wondering if i shld juz suicide or fun away and live in an orphanage...orphanage would mean i have to live without books and stuff n the painful memory. suicide would means dealing a heavy blow to the paper hu care abt me...espiecially my friends. but i would leave this freaking world. so many things left undone... the $2 i owe adeline, $3 i owe jem. wish adeline to stop cuttin herself again...mayb i finally understood what she's feelin but ive a heavy urge to suicide now. bloody freaking asshole parents!!!

Alsing blogged at Saturday, May 27, 2006

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...alone in the dark...

Friday, May 26, 2006


hate this period of life. People may b enjoying themselves, but i hate it. sooo bloody borin. then sch activities sooo little. means i have to study more. shant tok abt results...and dun ask me anything abt it.

X3 is bad. to me first movie was nice, second ok-ok. third sux. perhaps i expected tooo much. jean looks like some aqua men trying to look like a female. the part where they tried to make us sad didnt really worked. action wasnt really very gd, although alot of fighting and powers used. den is like the whole movie seemed to tell the audience how powerful jean grey is...even Xavier n magneto had to bow to her n stuff...very stupid show. But THE CATHAY is quite a nice place lah...quite high-tec. only thing bad is the toilet. soooo small had to queue long time. suntec one bigger no queue at all one lor. haha revealing too much.

dun feel like toking to any1 nowadays...for some reason that reason cnnt b reasoned out...juz quite serious and bad reasons dats all.

Alsing blogged at Friday, May 26, 2006

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...alone in the dark...

Wednesday, May 24, 2006


24 may 2006, hate this dae.

first, maths, found out ashraff took my mathematical set...haiz wronged adeline, sori. den chi, i tink tcher in a bad mood, went inside the class started scolding liao. haiz mood swings??? perhaps. anw den recess...pretty empty the canteen.
den eng. haiz dem suay. my shootin sux. tried shooting yc den hit the whiteboard...hahaz kena scolded by tcher, deserved it, bloody adeline keep on laughing at me. den later CE...she nv come...so chaos reigned...haha...ongoing battle of shooting fold cardboard. den i got little angry...coz the girls kena victim alot of times. using this excuse, i shot at jem n khairul...haha...smhow almost all hit.den later adeline wanted to cut herself again...so i ask tiff snatch away her cuuttin tool...silly of ade lah. den bla bla bla...fast forward to IPW.

bloody ridz keep on toking abt how rachel smiled at him earlier on the day, even though she was luffing at him for various reasons. den later even after my many rejections of him usin my phone, he still continued using. in the end have to write 2000 word essay as punishment. hell lor. if nt he will bring the matter to the sch. how to write??? write 500 i got prob liao ah. idiots... make me miss azmi's performance. argh tok abt it bad mood.

Alsing blogged at Wednesday, May 24, 2006

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Tuesday, May 23, 2006


todae was sort of a roller coaster ride.

hahaz. y muz we ever come back down to earth??? todae early part of the day i was feeling so high. yet, the architect had to biuld a steep slope down. my train now rockbottom. feeling rather down. shant elaborate...no time, no mood, nothing to sae. lost a few items ... rather important.

Alsing blogged at Tuesday, May 23, 2006

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...alone in the dark...

Monday, May 22, 2006


haiz super tired for some reasons.sunday went out with family celebrate my aunts bdae...haha she so old liao. anw didnt play much with my nephews n nieces...den melvin agreed to help me create a game...dunno how issit gettin along. haha lets hope he does. den my blog can have games liao...but if he didnt nvm yah. den todae almost half the class went out for field trip. quite happy that they left...coz in the end, the chi girls sat together. lets see when crazy chinese boys meet crappy chinese girls, chaos is naturally produced...very simple formula. But sadly enuf they all snatched away with my stuff...haha seriously wrong time to do lah...juz had a row this morning with my mother...so i juz decided to let them take n try nt to care much abt it, tried to make them "enjoy" taking my stuff but cldnt. den maths i was very frustrated...had to lent stuff from jem, i feel like a hopeless poor beggar begging for stuff. den tried singing but cldnt make me happy with te wei towering down my head, u try being happy. every1 also ask me stop singing but i know i might get angry when i stopped, so went to liyuan there hoping he wld sing with me...in the end had to resort to throwing stuff at ppl to help me nt think abt my stuff.haiz sori...didnt want to hurt them so juz scare scare them by hitting close to them. after sch i was toking to imran in the canteen when bloody ridzwan shot at me...aiming for imran but hit me. somemore squarely in the head lor, kinda pain. in the end he irritated admal n they both fought. admal slammed into ridz, den later pushed him to the floor grapped his chest n started ummm squuezing??? den ridz push back but admal pulled ridzwan back, both in a sitting position lah...both looked as though they were having XXX. admal tried forcing ridz back so he cld "hug" him when ridz trying as much as he cld to break free. in the end, they look like they were XXX. after that admal pulled ridz on the floor and he got on top of ridz...i didnt want to see liao damn disgusting...canteen someore.

Alsing blogged at Monday, May 22, 2006

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Saturday, May 20, 2006


For once in my life, i am actually worried about choir. In my short time with choir, i saw quite gd, gd, bad n rock-bottom standard.

Yesterday had choir. Standard dropped tremendously. When i first arrived to the choir,i had been forewarned by my sister that the choir was sub-standard.But i learned myself that it wasnt a sub-standard. it was a gold-with honours choir, though it achieved barely made the mark. I was happy n started braggin. Then the seniors left. Choir standard quite ok, though the drop in quality was little. then we were a comparable to some JCs choir n international choirs. Was kinda disappointed we got gold B/C in the international contest. expected Gold A, but learned alot from that contest n it shows we aint as great as i thought. Then this year without the sec 4s, problems started resurfacing. Last couple of yrs, the probs were who to choose for SLs n Mls, coz all were very gd. This year, the prob was hu to choose for MLs, SLs, coz all were sucky. the sec twos didnt receive proper training so therefore barely above the sec 1s. Sec 3s all slackers, though they got quality. sec 1s??? haha they learn from me ( gd or bad i dunno) AP, Disobedient, Non-respectful to seniors. how to teach??? In the end Base section ( my section ) was the only section who sort of maintained its standard...always has been the second best section in the choir. y??? cause base only has boys. And base only those who can reach, deep low notes then can enter...in a sense, the base no need train the sec 1s bcoz all havent break voice. In most years, the sec 1s bois sort of receive proper rules of choir n techniques in other sections b4 comin to base( when they break voice) happens at arnd august then our quality n no wld boom like crazy, often had to fight for a space. haha then sec 4s will leave n the process repeats. Prob is, being no one in the bases and only 1 junior tenor, the Altos n Sopranos were given the responsibilities to "train them", haiz all the sub-standard Sls, did a poor job n all cldnt bhave, had to resort to discipline Mistresses/masters. haiz...their sections... though numbers are lots, voice weak, thin. haiz...dunno how...very worried

Alsing blogged at Saturday, May 20, 2006

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Friday, May 19, 2006


im going crazy...very frustrated n pissed...
first early morning first 4 periods have to see TM2's face haiz...worst dae...well one of the wosrt. changed my chi marks bocz some communication breakdown.den laterno PE...very funny when the free period...forgot when i did...juz knew i enjoyed myself alot...den recess Li Yuan like to trip me...for no reason...in the end ihad to break my resolution of nt tripping ppl. haiz.den art gt irritated by yc then sort of warned him...nt soo direct lah.
yea den somehow got angry with nicholas...was very angry...den geog imran frustrated me...didnt make things any beda den i shouted at him...i at that time very bad mood n lost control n juz burst lor...haha but seeing jem's face made me relax alittle, cant stop laughing at him.
den after sch went to eat, li yuan seriously gettin more ego. sae he sing damn nice( i this person dunno nuts abt singing so keep quiet), maths sae he was gifted, chinese also gifted, den those subject he fail sae coz is he dun understand eng...in the end he got excuse for everything. haiz...i got ntg else to sae but to sigh all the way. yea then later choir. haiz few wks nv practice standard dropped like shit. then dun have sec 4s, choir deproved alot...somemore my batch they nv give us proper training juz throw us into the pit hoping we learn to climb on our own...in the end our standard are juz barely above the sec 1s lor...haha nvm. then MR KWEI came and got us back into track...he got some magic in him to help us improve, the student conductor juz sucked alot. haha. Talked alot with liyuan almost caught luckily i knew went to stop. got time table for june hols ...very gd nt much practice...only like 2 practices and a short camp.haha can slack. yea den we receive our SYF pieces. OMG!!! damn bloody hardi tell u. if u see those japanese/latin/native american songs n u find it hard to pronounce, wait till u see our SYF PIECE. 9 pages long, totally french, then the pitch for bases is like tenors lor...soooo high. den Ying Cong sang this piece b4 n he knew we are dead alredi. den we started taking out pens to write down pronnounciation...when we do this we knew it wld b a tough song liao. haha alot ppl forgot to bring pencils/pens...in the end those hu had their pencil boxes with them became pen dispensors...haha. yea i cldnt catch up with Mr Kwei so Ying Cong personally told me as he got sang this for concort. den after choir Ying Cong had a small sectional. Saw Rachel, Wan Yin n the band ppl. dunno y muz sit at the corridor. First the floor so dirty. Second, we still learning the pronounciation n we sucked at it, if ppl saw liao think choir sucks. den the pitch sooo how even Ying Cong also cnnt reach( voice crack like hell) want us to try. Com lab used by the cum club, canteen used by NPCC, music rm the band needed. Hall band needed. COE also dunno y cnnt use. Den classrm got lessons going so cnnt do. I sit there looking like a fool trying to pronounce...u know like i first time saying smtg like dat. nt onli dat. so high i screwed my face sooo much also cnnt reach... sooo malu...

hate french got a feelin we gonna screw up nxt yrs SYF. need french help.

Alsing blogged at Friday, May 19, 2006

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Thursday, May 18, 2006


haha todae i confirmed smtg. i nv was screw loose. coz i never had any.

first of all. at 12 nite todae, greeted adeline gd morning n took the liberty to b the first to greet her todae. then decided to go to sleep at 1. hu noes, rolled arnd in bed until 2 den fall asleep. after that 6 woke up...internal mind set thingy...cldnt sleep anymore eventhough i still tired. den later laid in bed hoping to fall asleep. didnt fall asleep den 7 i decided to" wake up". watch I Not Stupid Too...been a long time since i cried watching a show mayb abt 9 yrs???haha either all the shows i watch in these 9yrs i watch the directors are lousy or dat Jack Neo is a gd one. den Rachel came onlinen started toking abt GPZ...i guess i dunno that im sooo fortunate to have her beside me all the time during IPW...yet i nv took full advantage of it n wasted. Yet while ppl dreamed sooo much abt her n nv even got to hear her voice b4...haiz i seriously very wasteful. yea formed TEAM EVIL. ohya...pls note: it was Rachel's idea to form TEAM EVIl... nt me...i juz became EVIL BOY n she EVIL GAL dats all... ntg else...dun tink otherwise n let ur mid drift too far. yah den adeline came online n i had my lunch...bla bla bla...TUITION!!!

had new maths tuition tcher...my old maths tuition tcher( which juz so happens to b my cousin lecturing in NJC)i tink he got fed up with me ...ask sm1 else to teach me. lucky for me, my new tutor super patient...able to tolerate me n my mistakes. got one flaw is either his middle finger got some permanent eternal sore or he like pointing middle finger.haha i tink is the first one...he looks tooo decent to be the latter...i mean he looks like a nerd, hp no colour, ok ok sense of humor, very nice guy actually... so yea todae went tru my maths paper haha lucky change tutor or i get murdered liao..yea cld have gotten 70 if nt for my careless mistakes...somehow he managed to point out to me nt dat i dunno, is dat i careless...careless or dunno..which one beda???

Alsing blogged at Thursday, May 18, 2006

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006


this part dedicated to adeline in her path of scolding TM2 n tot her blog might nt have space to curse her...her body isnt big, juz an on-going avalanche, she so big a car tried driving round her but cldnt make it coz it ran out of gas. the only reason the plant in our classroom is dying caused she block the sunlight. shes the main reason for casuing The Leaning Tower Of Pisa to lean sideways...yup n shes tat old every1 forgot it was her fault. n yea...i tink theres a male pout there hus willing to marry her...perhaps from the cemetry or perhaps the blind, deaf/low intellect, but they cldnt find a church or a car big enuf... to hold the wedding. the reason tanjong area are one of the low-lying areas in singapore is becoz she flattened it...

Alsing blogged at Wednesday, May 17, 2006



todae super funny. had photo taking. luckily rachel wasnt chairman or we wld b hearin her grumbles todae. my shirt the button at the neck part drop out so my tie looked funny. then to hide i keep on askin ppl to see if my tie ok nt. onli zahran kind enuf to help me adjust my tie. bloody imran refusesto help me hide my tie behind his head. HaHa. then had chi. for the first time in a few months alredi i got scolded by the tcher WITH jem jem ntg new. always kena scolded. then i tink she bad mood. scold both councillors haiz. den ask me go n talk abt dunno which part of the oral...screwed up bad. had rough ideas in my head but dunno how to phrase. nvm
den later eng. played with jem water...i know childish but fun. yea got my pants partly wet. nt as bad as jem. yea den i tested jem abt the oral...wld have given him a band 5 haha...sounded a mix between n elephant n human haha. den unlucky got colled up bymrs goh to sae abt a pic...den i muttered to myself...hopin she wld juz roll over me...hu noes she ask me go front stand. Jem laughed evilly... bloody hell. den later i walked slowly.hoping no one noticed my wet pants...tink no one did or they juz kept quiet.yah then hafiz helped me out a little.so i stumbled my way...got back got teased by jem tiff cheryl russell yea den she commented on my presentation...though it sucked alot, she decided to point out my gd points which was only ONE!!! n comfortably left out my shortcomings. haha yea
den tiff dunno said what to yc n he started throwing vulgarities for no reason...wierd. den brought choir file for ntg was supposed to sing n irritate ppl but nv got the chance to do so. then later CE.got new comittee rahcel took it all fine...im impressed then later adeline as usual got caught for her nails...haha during that time TM2 announced to the whole class abt the new com n her bloody idiotic excuses abtnt choosin the com herself n nt lettin us vote. when adeline knew that she got picked, her face went to a new colour nv seen b4 i tink...haha...den wyn broke into a hystarical laugh soo loud. yea so to frustrate her for some various problems, i purposely took my time to put back my art file...fail me until soo badly, i deserve atleast 50 lor...nt tooo much to ask. haha
she was bious towards the girls again. but i think she noes her match caused i tink she scared abt appointing adeline n rachel in the com n gave them gd marks...haha mayb they really did do well dunno...but i seriously tink ( no matter how impossible) shes sucking up the adeline n rachel...somehow got that feeling. den IPW...shant elaborate...den later got free ticket to watch some JCs choir sing...haha so good...

haiz got to control it...someone has been pissing me to the core...the worst part is that its a best friend of mine n dun wish it to go sour...or rotten...or bad...or foul...or stinky, yea...gotta control it...but might b in a bad mood sometime along the way

Alsing blogged at Wednesday, May 17, 2006



Tuesday,


haiz i got a few wordss for myself...i shld buck up or prepare to flunk badly.

first got back hist...pretty sucky, shand elaborate. then later got back chi. had a shock of my life. Compo got 23.5/50 i tink, Letter Wrting got 4.5/20, paper 2 got 31/70. all sections fail with Jeremy thrashing me like hell...cldnt blieve that i deproved so badly. i used to b okok, that tiff wanted to challenge with me, den later i got this kind of marks....was shell-shocked, cldnt blieve, den tiff kind-hearted decided to see if she can find any mistakes the tcher made. haha
hu noes, the tcher failed maths. 42.5 can count until 31.5.. haha so glad...was singing songs like " oh happy day", " look on the bright side of life" n shitty songs...sing until they got irritated.... if it wasnt for her, i wld take dat i got 31.5 n be shocked abt my marks, too disappointed with myself n angry with me to go n count the marks...yea so thank u. yah so from E8 my paper 2 pulled me up to C6...got 50.35 in the end...very heng to pass...dunno how to tell my parents...confirm die. den later i started "expanding" ppls name n created a gd one for myself. RYAN = Radiant Youth Asking Nothing ( y isnt he askin anything??? coz he sooooooo smart) haha. Den JEREMY = Jackass Eating Rotten Egg, Munching Yolk. the rest i created dosent really make much sense. the whole time adeline though i was really screw loose. den later the HCL ppl came in when i was singing, Cheryl complimented me saying my singing sux. den got back Sci paper...ok lah expected the marks. den after sch went to KSC to eat. as usual Jem went into hiding while we were eating...dunno where he always go. surprisingly i ate so fast that YC n Edmund ate less than half of their meal when i finished mine...somemore i orderred normal meal. but i felt hungry so went to buy snacks. met jem on the way n i knew it was time for me to go into hiding from jem or my snacks wld disappear...always like to take my snacks. den later i came back jem started eatin onli. we teased n tease him den. he transferred his extra rice to a bowl n accidentally knocked all the chicken on the table...he damn smart. but he didnt seemed sad at all coz he prefferred the rice rather than the chicken. Siao lor him.said the only reason he aate chicken rice was bcoz of the w=rice nt the chicken...den he had to order the chicken as well bcoz he cldnt get juz the rice...siao lor. then later he went ka chiao his soup
poured all the types of chili into his soup. Perhaps it was the fact we espiecially put alot of chili padi in the soup that made his face turn roses. haha.

gotta buck up.

Alsing blogged at Wednesday, May 17, 2006

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Monday, May 15, 2006


haiz
todae ate the worst meal in my life...vegetarian meal...

it was totally disgusting...espiecially the meat substitute...tatse anything but the meat its suppose to represent...i tink if i ever gonna eat a vegetarian meal again...its gonna b totally veg, i tink id rather eat veg than meat sustitutes...haha

Alsing blogged at Monday, May 15, 2006



Weeeeeeee!!!

haha todae got back test papers...can sae im supposed to b a little happy consider the improvements for maths...but i myself am sad bcoz though i have improved, the results aint great either all barely passed...

Maths: 55.5%
Eng: 56.5%
Geog: 72%
Lit: 43%

haha i know very bad but atleast got improvements. yea another thing is dat i managed to turn the tables n win imrans total marks by 3 marks!!!
lets see...last yr final yr i lost to him 56 marks. level tests was worse 100+...now so far is 3 marks...pretty gd...haha
i know very lame but somehow im kind of happy sad kind of feeling???haha yea kinda sad that few ppl got low for geog thought they wld soar up high in the moutain ranges for geog.

then got new phone...though its nt really new...second hand kinda of old few yrs back....yea

Alsing blogged at Monday, May 15, 2006

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Thursday, May 11, 2006


ysterday finish exam liao...forced to go out with khairul. Tell him all the shop close liao but he nv listen insisted to go...so no choice have to forgo my plans of sleepin...brought some money de but dun intend to spend coz im savin for smtg big...so he sae nvm he will treat me...yah
den went PP, as expected little shops are open...den he sae want eat ice cream...so i see him soo kelian...he nvr treat me b4...he like dun want to part with his money...in the end i treated him ice-cream both of us $8...
then later he dunno how to eat ice cream...eat until whole shoe got, pants also have, even the nose also...then we walk arnd toking crap. then nvr do anything went KFC eat. he treated me to a measly meal, small O.R fillet, small mash patato, medium coke...$3...damn stingy
then he himself buy the normal meal...then later i eat nt full, i use my own money buy somemore stuff to eat...didnt wan to look like a beggar askin him for money....so yah bought medium popcorn chicken. i buy liao come back he sae he dun want eat his cheese fries, sae he very full. Damn wat lor, make me waste MY $$$. n the end cheese fries wasted...n further more he in the end still gain...coz i treat him more than he treat me...
this week confirm super borin, no one to tok to....haiz...perhaps ill b alone till i go crazy like i always do...espiecially in the morn, every1 wake up soo late

Alsing blogged at Thursday, May 11, 2006

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Monday, May 08, 2006


todae got hist exam haiz once again...half sleepin tru the exam...but gd thing wass i memorised mot of the stuff so sleepin also can rememberthen i juz lazily write...super messy source based qns, required thinking so i juz wrote crap last q 7 marks nv do...then the structured qns i anyhow do...i got the points but jumble up...super messy...dunno if will minus marks not leh

Alsing blogged at Monday, May 08, 2006

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...alone in the dark...

Saturday, May 06, 2006


HEAVEN LOVES TO MOCK HUMAN BEINGS...ESPIECIALLY ME...

todae pretty much a wasted day...didnt do much studying...juz read tru chap 6 of hist...ntg went in though...so went tracvelling most of the time...then went tuition...ntg extraordinary...then went bbq at downtown east...haiz we were there late...finding the chalet made us super late...the heavy rain ther made us ultra late...the traffic jam didnt help us any beda and made us HYPER late!!!

so we found them...all my fathers colleague...some function...so crowded( the whole chalet was fully bk i tink)...i shld seriously go there more often...soo many nice things....

Alsing blogged at Saturday, May 06, 2006

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Friday, May 05, 2006


haiz
i tink few ppl have found out to irritate me...i insulted audy like hell...but she dunno wat i was saying abt, then later i explain to her, she stilll dunno...then i explain until i get pissed. haiz...such a failure...am i nt???

Alsing blogged at Friday, May 05, 2006



haha nv tot i cld get soo crazy...during the maths test todae i was whispering the lyrics of songs that i noe( childish songs like barney and friends, sesame street...) singing it over and over again...haiz...need a serious thrapy

Alsing blogged at Friday, May 05, 2006



WEEEEEEEE!!!!

im growing positively mad....hours and hours facing the computer playing a stupid mindless game...maple. Kill kIll kill, gow level...kilkilkil...grow level...kilkilkil...grow level...killkillkill...grow level...killkillkill...grow level..grow level...killkillkillgrowlevel..killkillkillgrow level...drivin me cuckoo...

then rachel came online ask her to crap she dun want...driving me nuts....force her to crap with me liao she finally comple..but by that time i got no crap to crap ....so be sick...somehow she didnt get sick...coz she wasnt paying attention..driving me nuts...

then later my computer went crazy also...bought for $2000+...nt even 5 mths old...decided to become bonkers...waste of money...the other offer beda...faster 95% chance no virus...intergrated webcam...same price...so i spent hours fixing it...seemed like years b4 i fixed it again...haiz...

tests frving me siaosiao also...maths if i lucky lose 30 ,arks...unlucky...god noes how many marks gone...siaosiao me

Alsing blogged at Friday, May 05, 2006

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...alone in the dark...

Thursday, May 04, 2006


did i ever mention tat i hate my laptop???

its asthough its 80 years old when its juz 5-6 months old...nt even a yr with gazillion memory space left...gettin soo laggy and sometimes i cnnt get the internet connection even when its few cm away from the router...and the router is on( juz incase u tot i nv on it) yah then had to ask alex to help me...so malu...first he gave me a zip file to find the IP address...it worked once..the rest nv work...then todae had to ask him help me with my internet again...haiz even more malu...he tok until soo chime...had to go over step by step..starting with onning my comp!!! haiz then in the end still cnnt work haiz...im seriously a failure in IT

Todae got geog paper...surprisinly i breezed tru the paper alittle...but somehow i know that i will fail badly...its always happening to me...i nv seem to detect the corrt points...when i feel its easy it always turn out to be low marks...when i find it hard i will get somewat gd marks...haiz...dunno how i do or this paper...if i do badly i can forget abt even going into double sci....its asthough i got no sense of urgency coz im still relaxing as muzh as ever when i noe i have to study...haiz....i mean pick up the bk i know everything when exam then is the time tat i noe ntg...like when exam time, my brain will shrink soo small u need an electro microscope to see it!!!

Haiz some1 help me

Alsing blogged at Thursday, May 04, 2006

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Wednesday, May 03, 2006


yesterday got exams....english paper2...personally i tink the timing is stupid...make us come to sch juz sit for one paper then go home...waste of time...when i got hm laugh with adeline like siao...haha...tink i went too far once again...haiz when will i stop irritating ppl i dunno...

then todae no mood since last nite...all the way until the sch started...then started to open up a little...during the chi exam i die...letter writing i forgot the format...compo i wrote less than 500 words then all write crap one...confirm flunk...furthermore nv write finish...juz cant help falling asleep or thinking of smtg else...haiz

then later science paper worsse...i went inclass mind half asleep...starting to do tat time i alredi fell alsleep. den doing MCQ...for some reason it looked issit or i cnnt see any hard abt it...coz i was like close my eyes...then open nv read the question properly then shade....asthough by instinct..haha then second paper i tink my mind started to "wake up" i did the quesstions...somehow still dosent seem difficult...then later those few that i dunno how to do one juz happily skipped...no sense of urgency in me..haiz...confirm fail all the papers one...

Alsing blogged at Wednesday, May 03, 2006



yesterday got exams....english paper2...personally i tink the timing is stupid...make us come to sch juz sit for one paper then go home...waste of time...when i got hm laugh with adeline like siao...haha...tink i went too far once again...haiz when will i stop irritating ppl i dunno...

then todae no mood since last nite...all the way until the sch started...then started to open up a little...during the chi exam i die...letter writing i forgot the format...compo i wrote less than 500 words then all write crap one...confirm flunk...furthermore nv write finish...juz cant help falling asleep or thinking of smtg else...haiz

then later science paper worsse...i went inclass mind half asleep...starting to do tat time i alredi fell alsleep. den doing MCQ...for some reason it looked issit or i cnnt see any hard abt it...coz i was like close my eyes...then open nv read the question properly then shade....asthough by instinct..haha then second paper i tink my mind started to "wake up" i did the quesstions...somehow still dosent seem difficult...then later those few that i dunno how to do one juz happily skipped...no sense of urgency in me..haiz...confirm fail all the papers one...

Alsing blogged at Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Monday, May 01, 2006


boring dae yesterday..."studied" the whole day...yah then went to my uncle's hse at night...truly impressed by him...he noes practically everything...from music opeara composers...to soccer, from piloting a plane...to the correct manner of washing toilets...though he can be a little sick...meaning he seriously am/are more sicker than me...

yah than todae...very wat...i dun even noe wat i did lor...except for the fact that i had a row with my mother...it seems to me...every test period...be it class test or exam...i will nt fail to have a row with her..started siince IT happened...mood nt too gd now...going for destressing...

haiz...long weekend passed...my result....nv learned.did like gazillions maths wksts..but ntg went in...knew practically all the q...but then iknow i cnnt b soo smart...Mr Tan sae v hrd...but then all i know...wat do to leh...how to study????

Alsing blogged at Monday, May 01, 2006

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