WTH!!! today is national i love you day. i wasd warned yesterday. i had FOUR warnings.Angie, Adeline, Alisha and Edmund. I heeded Alisha's one as she was the first to warn me. I totally ignored the rest. On the sms it wrote, "Tomorrow is national i love you day. Gd that you get this msg means you are loved.send tis to 10 ppl in the next 143 minutes and tmr will be your bestday ever. tonight at midnight your true love will realize that why he or she love you.smth will happen to you at 1-4 pm tmr.it could be anything get readyfor the biggest shock of your life. if you break this chain you'll be cursed."

I send out the first 10... and broke the other 3. I tot i fulfilled the requirements as all asked the same. What did i get today? spent almost $50 and get caught in the rain umbrella-less for the FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!!! stuck for an hour plus till it was slightly raining and dashed back home. still pretty wet lah. I was like WTH!!! and btw, if im loved, den y u bring me down with the chain letter!!! argh.

note to self: always follow whatever chain letters requirements.

so today was the first day of Mid-year exam paper eng... frankly i might fail it. i tot it was pretty haphazardly done over all...gonna die over the next two weeks. lets see: possible flunkages : Amath, Chinese, English, Social Sudies, Geography, Dnt

therefore gonna fail overall again. argh BB!!!

Don't flunk the papers. Funk it.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

AHHHHHHH!!! someone help me...i need a miracle...no, miracles!!!

just went to cut hair. I told the barber " school cut". He heard as "crew cut" then cut for me!!! now its like army cut? worse, its nt meant for my head. then its like just come out from army like dat, super short and thin!!!

any one got a hair growing in 2 hours cream?

haha thx tiff for helping me fix my archives...

russell's blog seriously siao na matter how much i try to fix also cnnt

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

yesterday went vivo and finally bought my black shoes, it wasnt easy. i went to this shop, and had 4 ppl serving me!! i was like clueless what to do. first, when i tried their shoe, i accidentally bent the back of the shoe, coz it was too tight. then my sis signalled to me that i was suppose to use the wooden stick thingy to stuff my feet inside. i looked to my right and went " oh" then i was wondering, how to use? v paiseh, all the shoes, made a little dent... haha i bet they are thinking, is the boy educated? their black leather shoes were ex lah.. i see the pricetag also very heart broken, i was like buying shoes so ex...i didnt feel like buying...but no choice, dun buy also feel bad.

then ystd night help russ do his blogskin, he very sway...all the skin he chose all virus. then he also v shibai, must teach him how to do... last time i had tiff help me put in the blog and i changed the codes myself...he must give him my codes, and teach him how to change...in the end, also dunno what happen to his skin... cnnt upload...very shi bai.

hmm my new skin imcomplete, left with the archives...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

WAKAKAKAKA!!! Russell created a blog...link http://sinfulz-cityjuz4me.blogspot.com/. LINK HIM!!!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Thursday 19 April 2007,

Today went back to school, quite elated. hu wldnt be? but after those gratz handshakes, i started to find out the danger of being GWH. Lisa started saying to me, " wth!!! u all got GWH? u suck!" then during the whole assembly she was saying that or sticking out her tongue. then during chem, the guys were back to teasing her, imitating her.then during maths lesson today, kena punished for bickering with her.

mixed feelings...hard to express myself when u want to do smtg, yet tied to that pillar of goodness.

Wednesday 18 April 2007,

wahahaha...tell u secret... TK Choir, got GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!

Wah we were like celebrating and screaming for 5 min? then se almost stopped the announcement of other school choir had it nt been for Mr Kwei who rushed to silence us...OMG!!!...silence???...nah just shut us up.

then we were screaming all over the place, down the stairs, outside VCH. we cldnt care less for the other choirs. then we partied until v late, we took this phtoto where we were pointing at raffle's butt. Why? i dunno. then got on the bus.

On the bus, we were singing and singing...gosh we sounded horrible, i totally lost my tune and forgot the lyrics, very disgraceful...i think the uncle must have wore 5 earmuffs and wondering if he picked up the correct GWH choir. then in sch, we had the whole sch to ourselves, we screamed sang randomly as loud as possible, it felt good. Haiz too bad i cant celebrate coz i had hw to complete... WHAT A DISMAY!!!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

argh what crap. i am really getting tired these few days... dunno why. maybe i will sleep after blogging or maybe if i like ill come back at 11+. anw i just finished watching this video posted on tiff's blog and cheryl recommending me to see it. I watched it like 15-17 times? and it is only now that i finally understand every single part of it. as in wdv their saying...ystd i only understand alittle...now i understand fully. Haiz...how slow is my brain speed?

Haha my student, Alisha, just got 88% for her Emath quiz, cant believe i only got 60%. Then the last Chemistry quiz, she got full marks!!! Haha i am proud to say i am very proud of her...must keep up the good work hor!!!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

someone up there really hates me...

Today, the for the last period when i was teasing Xin Ci( she was away for the whole day coz of Drama Syf), thunder stopped me. Its either when i was saying the sentences or when i have successfully said out when the thunder boomed...covering my voice or signalling to me that i have sinned. Then when i got out of the bus today it poured. It really was freaky. The Canal's flooded big time, and the drainage was practically never there. This is the first time in my 12 years that i have seen such a thing near my hse. I was wading in ankle deep waters and my umbrella wasnt really of much use. It totally just allowed rain to drench me...i was like wet up to my waist and my shoe just soaked of water. Then the moment i got home it stopped!!!

I would have taken it as a coincidence on other days, but recently alot of things have happen to me, my family, and circle of friends...

tml is Friday the thirteen. Please!!! tml is a relatively imp day for me...3J are participating in Floorball Finals and i cant play becoz of choir...so please let them win tml...and tml Mr Kwei will be checking on those who are on probation and maybe more...i hope that i dun get called up please!!!

All of us are all so stressed over recent events, each with diff emotions and all...just trying to reduce any frictions btwn any of us...but if im not needed there and then, u could really have just told me rite in my face, b4 smtg bad happens...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

i dunno how to feel right now. Part of me im low, part of me im high.

low becoz of band results, i am not shocked but still depressed at the results...will tiffany still be always happy? will cheryl still be very moody? will gabriel and adam be as crappy as ever? generally, i am sure the whole mood for the next few days/weeks will be moody because of a Silver and Band has got the highest TK population, so obv the whole school will be down.

yet high because to me, i tink choir spirit has generally raised alot. i cld feel the gold with honours, and maybe even best choir...though it will not be an easy fight. TK choir is the first secondary choir to ever sing BINAMA! some song about a tragic flooding...and then AHS almost perfecting their choice song - permugan or smtg...which set me thinking...if we have gone this far as sec sch choirs, what will other syf be? Binama is already a sure win song, no comparison. What if other school copy during the next few syf and what will TK choir use then? with Mr Kwei gone...we r doomed.

My seniors, 2 yrs older than me, consistently told me that without their batch, TK Choir will fall. I did believe and i still do. But i believe GWH is ours because we are the batch that have almost cured Rushingness - a disease that plagued TK choir since it started. Most of the choir might not have nice techniques, but we have the sec 4s, the last batch to receive vocal training...to cover that, with the Rushingness...im sure Best Choir is assured...

To all other SYf participants, goodluck and may u bring glory to TK...

Drama: 12 April
Choir: 18 April
Dance: 23 April

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

maybe i shldnt have said anything like dat i wld upset no one...thats twice for two days i did not do...

haiz today band performed in audi at 4... went there to watch their pre syf performance with russ, rach, wy and ade...they did performed well and the first song was abt some safari thingy, i thing is abt the animals in the safari gathering together and rampaging or smtg, atleast thats what i inferred. then the second song i cldnt infer anything maybe coz i hear that song too many times le...but i liked the second song better alot more melodic and everything. the percussions were like so pro lah, banging here and there...then the cello person (yughan or smtg) also damn pro...very inspired by them. haha dunno why but i am always like songs with good beats and bases...haha band must jia you tml and obtain a gwh. it generally the same ppl that performed in outdoors so im sure u all can do it de...

haha i seriously am no one to judge, i dun know how it all works...but i believe u all can do it, just take it that i said crap...and dun let anything knock down that 1 mile thick and 1 mile high pillar of confidence...jia you!!!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

i cant believe the tchers said i have good parental support. what issit? all an act? cant believe i actually tot it was true...

using computer an hour a day was slacking and i should get rid of this bad habit and concentrate on my studies. wth, u want ban me from comp ban lah...seriously dun understand parents...

freaking stressed...9 days?

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Wah today woke up very early. Prepared breakfast and went to bathe. then eat then went to school. Okay i just rambled, nvm. Then reach school ready Ming Yan said sectionals cancelled. I was like "..." make me come so early then sms me no sectionals...so i ended up contributing to the population in sleep land. Then blah blah blah fast forward after school we had buffet...got the cream puffs VERY NICE! then everyone take and snatch then i only got 5.then we stayed and chat awhile then went to remedial. then during meet-the-parents session i really felt like flaring up. dunno why i these few weeks not like that le...too stress?too pressured i dunno. Even rachel they all said i was pale lah...haiz but now ok le. just came back from tuition. just joined today and the place is like far from skylace...really pathetic. but the lesson was productive? i dunno lah...very tired now gtg sleep...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

I cant finnd the reason why i am not elated at the fact that my current results are good. So far I topped the class on the last chem quiz, 10/10, and got 21/25 for emaths level test today. Its supposed to be smtg to celebrate but i feel just not elated. Maybe its because im failing my physics quiz and barely passing my chinese tests for the first time? or issit becoz i screw my humans? i dunno. I just know i still have a long way more before i can relax. Haiz when will i be out of the 'blacklist'?

To all those discouraged for whatever reasons, dun give up. Jia you! I believe u all can do it.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

I cant believe i am actually feeling that stressed. As far as my memory serves me, i cant rmb a time i was this stressed, or ever stressed. ALL teachers commented that i have always been a stress-resistant boy and ought to feel some stress to improve academically. In fact, my tuition tchers even put me on stress course, hoping i wld "wake up" and study. But up till now i havent been stressed much. Its only start of term 2 that i have been stressed. Insomia or smtg, headaches, unwellness settling in. haiz, this time round i have to make or break if im staying in sec 3. haiz this stupid keyboard also. ystd i got my laptop back after lending it to my mum, and found that the 'N' key broke. Not that im blamig her but its really frustrating to have press that 'thing sticking out' to type an 'N'. must press so hard somemore, so dun mind if some of my words comes out n-less because i might have missed it.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...