Haha gathering more fans le...today cheryl keep following me around, haiz she just wanna see me lah...ADMIT IT!!!

then mdm nora continued with her brakism and made me read a whole paragraph today. when nas read, he kept on choking over his throat cause my mere prescence..haiz

i shall let u all deprive from my brak...bye bye

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Today was a fun day for me...atleast it was when school started and not at home. At home it is still happening but nvm.

First i went to school in a slight bad mood. then russello and yc and edmund greeted me with a deathh warning in chorus in a loud voice. I tot "ok". Then when i went in, my fan club(Case Study1) greeted me with huge smiles and giggles. I put my back and had to fight my way tru the girls to go outside and disturb ppl from other class.

Then after assembly, i went to class and found out that my fan club had expanded my seating place! Very big. I was supposed to hang on the curtain, be outside class, under the teachers desk, under sm1 table in between the metal bars and the plastic table, all at the same time...imagine how much my fan club expanded my space! Brandon and co continued with my braks...(Case Study2)

PE had to run round the few many many times...

CE i got into fencing. My fan club were once again very jealous of Alisha cause she also went fencing and they didnt, and made a lot of noise...then the tcher scold them...sorry! Then Jun Jie said smtg very touching (Fan Study 2). So anw, i grped with him for 'Be Our Guests' project. He suggested handing out flyers to possible unhappy residents who are irritated my the 'racket' that the band might have cause during their long practises. We were going to invite them to have a meal with us and we shall explain to them the cause of the noise, and the success the 'noise' brought for the school. And we will invite them to see a band display so they could truly appreaciate the band. I was very surprised when i heard that but all and all we settled for that idea because there might be no who even hates our band...

MT i got 8 /20 for the first test just because 5 of the words i missed out slight dians and hengs.haiz... nvm

After recess, i finally spent through a practical DNT lesson without a single mistake!!! haiz, for the past weeks my DNT practical has many room for improvement.

Then it was English. Mdm Nora seemed to have takened a liking for me(Case Study3). I think it was because she just learnt my name last friday. So today she kept on calling me!!! haiz...i seriously wasnt thinking abt anything and im always smiling...cant help it.

Amaths smart genius Li Yuan formed a marvellous formula to learn the Inspection Method. Haha.

Amaths test. Very disapointing. My calculator got stolen and during the test i relied on mental calculations. Haiz. First Test!!! So at the end, i sneaked a borrow from Li Yuan to take his calculator for the last few qn. Lost at least 6 marks. I cant imagine. When i have calculator, my careless mistakes are like 20-30% or the marks. I cant imagine what would happen without a careless mistake...

Went for choir. I slacked around. Sang the CNY songs. Adeline says my one and only bass junior, Eugene look like me(Fan Study 1). He where got fortunate to look like me? He dosent have my figure...

I stayed back to be playful. Somehow i kept disturbing Erwin. Sorry! My mind was just playful and was quite high. I cant stop myself. Sorry! then i just kept pranking ppl.

Went back got Felix, Me. We bickered all the way back until he alighted.

Brandon created many BRAKS because of me...
1) Brakess - My future wife.
2) Braklets - My future children
3) Brakling - My future descendants
4) Brakioloy - My personal study
5) Brakist - a person who studies Brakiology
6) Braker - a practitioner of Brakiology
7) Brakspot - My personal blog /web /domain.
8) Brakosaurus - My pet
9) Brak - a noun
10) Brakking - a verb
11) Brakly - an adjective
12) Brakdom - Brakans' land!
13) Brakans - People of Brakdom
14) Brak krab - Currency of Brakdom
15) Brakness - royalties of Brakdom
16) Brakism - Brak illness = not enough of Brak

P.S please inform BRAKness at brak-brak@hotmail.com for further detail or additions. It will all become part of Brakiology at Brakdom someday.

Mdm Nora is starting to take a liking of me. She even tried to read my thoughts, pervertism. She pounced at every opportunity to make me stand so she could see me clearly and hear my wondorous...more Brakism.

This is very touching story from one of my fans. Jun Jie. He is another victim of Brakism and wanted to be me. Therefore, he adopted the name 'Ryan'. And strongly requests we call him that. Then once he called me smtg that sounded like Rain!!! perhaps it was because he could not pronounce Ryan and ended up saying Ra-ine.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

OMG!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!!!

before i say anything else, i have to say that alot of people seriously have no faith in me...no one thought i would make it to the SYF choir team. Well not the first round. Or atleast i did not think they did, all were saying that i was lucky that i went in during the first round of auditions. haiz...really disappointed.

second of all, i must really say this! I am really glad everyone know me so well. Even i thought i could not go in from the start. Haha, i mean...slack and skip so much stuff. But during the audition...i saw so many seniors and those before me making it, and some just crapped away. i got so nervous when it was my turn. I just stood up. bloody nervous, my whole body tensed...i sang. I was in tune and getting okay, then i rushed like mad cause i could not stand it. Then i sat down...knowing i failed because i rushed. Who knew? my name was called with 5 others...we passed the first round of auditions!!! I was shocked...a few of the really hard working ones, those who put heart and soul into it did not make it. I was damn shocked. Until the end of the bass auditions, i realised we were tested for techniques. Till now, i tink my accidental support was because my body was tensed due to nervousness and not on purpose...how lucky cld i get?

all i did, was just to practise whenever i cld in school for the past 2 days. sigh...still cant get over it. i went running arnd, announcing my getting in. haha to all my juniors and basically everyone who cld not get in...can come find me if u want i try to help you!!!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Haiz...its like week le and then they still going on...my class one not so bad. but outside class? worse than ever.

in class got xin ci, ashley and amanda. outside class, got ABCD. haiz what to do leh? i dunno...just follow with the flow!

ohya then today sort of memorised my BINAMA! finally lah! friday got audition for SYF team i tink im the last one to memorised when im the first to get audition becoz i have to make IC, haiz dunno how lah! will memorise tml again. Then going back home in the bus, i play with edmund abt letting his DNT board drop. then kena scolded and grumbled by this old lady. I was like "huh?" coz i listening to music. Then take off earphone, she stop talking. Put on again, then she start grmbling again. Damn what lah!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

ARGH! i cant take it anymore!!! i dun care whatever new year resolution i made...ill break i like i use to every yr...hmmm i tink last yr i made the same resolution but manage to hold on it till a later period due to some issues. but then i do not care now... the chances ive wasted...opportunities gone...i can practically kick myself attempting to deprive me of fun! and i tink i hear my brain hatching up with IT...HAHA !!!

ADELINE if u ever see this... please do not listen to angie please... crap lah argh...i hate that rumor...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

ARGH! today my bdae... but ntg came out rite for me...

first thing in the morning, less than an half an hour kena hell from my mum. shouting like hell early in the morning. some kind of family member she is with not much as a happy bdae from anyone and then got scolded.

went to school and got greeted by bdae greetings. then it people started hogging arnd me whispering to me abt smtg. then i have no idea which idiot told the whole school!!!

it started with russell telling me amtg abt my blog and that i liked ashley. then i passed it off that he was just that being the fool as my older post had none of that meaning...it was a prank set up by me for another purpose. then xinci started grinning at me when i entered class or smtg and i rmb they prank called me ystd abt some pink striped washing machine?then people started crowding arnd me telling me they knew who i liked...i was shocked and wanted to find out myself, then i was very frustrated when azri told everyone but i have no idea who and how it started but i believe russell didnt, nor did edmund.

then there was MT, i returned to class to put my physics book i accidentally brought along and when i cam back, my pencil case and books were gone, standard ADELINE ANTICS! so i just hecked till the end of the lesson. haiz this day is really coming out quite horribly for me. By the time school ended, im sure that those relatively close to me in E-J class knew abt the rumor! got harassed by my friends. And Azri comfortably told the whole NCC SEA platoon abt the rumor which had an instant devastating effect.! haiz

was really hoping today will turn out quite relatively peaceful for me, wasnt really looking forward to presents but just a few "Happy Bdae" from a few close friends and this is seriously not needed. at the most i wldnt mind a bashing up but this is seriously too much!

been sucha long time since i experienced this kind of tricks on me at such an extent... quite exciting but stressing at tis age...at this point in time, i really hate turning 15!

Haha! its my bdae today! ive just turn 15 like 9 min ago. hmmm surprisingly i this yr got ntg much in my mind, not much wishes or hopes. just wanna go tru this yr peacefully, without any troubles...haiz like dat then is called beautiful life! nvm im just thinking of the impossible. once again, i will be among the oldest in the class, haha quite cool lah being the oldest. But this time round, ill try being more mature( long pants le) means no more" IM THE OLDEST! SO MUST LISTEN TO ME!" and the lessening of my lameness...and tricks, and irritationess, more hw, more guai...haiz

nvm the only thing to look forward is that im a step closer to passing my first age requirement.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Haiz...just got pranked phonecall from my new friends. Hmm its been a very long time since i did that or got pranked in fact, most of the times is me tricking my friends and making them all pissed with me! haha!

haiz but the saddest thing is... she was a girl i liked! and pranking just says that she puts me as one in the million and not the one out of the million. haiz really shattered my heart, did try to put on a happy front but cldnt sustain it...what to do?

guess the only thing left for me to do is whether to take revenge or not. but i did try to lessen my tricks this year so far, be the gentleman...shld i break it for her?

hmm bdae tml and im so sad...going to be a rough year ahead for me then...

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Overwhelmed with msn chat now. Making blogging real diff. Nvm

1 week of school just passed. Tests, and every thing very strenous. Haiz made quite a number of new friends. More blogs, contacts, and no...soon my head will explode. haiz
got this american girl in my class, she is extremely interesting. Very IT savvy also. Haha she join choir, then my choir mate immediately took an interest in her too haha very funny. well saying whatever happen over the week is a chore really.

today had choir prac. Marcus and Marie( my seniors) came back to be conductors and taught us the choreography which was very hilarious and quite diff to do it coz of the difficult beat and stuff... haiz really very lazy blogging now adays le... so im signing off!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Hmm serious part of the school just getting on and i already hate it. Perhaps it was the lack of ppl to crap with or even talk to. Just transferred to a new chinese class because the class i have been was the wrong one. That class ah, so little people, i barely even know a handful of them. Some of them even a "hi" was also not exchanged. There i was sitting alone, a teacher with one of the worst method of teaching chinese i have seen, no one to talk to. haiz, hw is stacking up. despite my unusual behavior of revising what the teacher has taught daily, i still dun know what the teacher is yakking on about! So far 2 hp no is all i have got argh!!!

Stupid bugging flu that Adeline passed me...its just too irritating!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Omg, i seriously scare myself. Today fathers birthday, when celebrating that time i just realisedthat i forgot how to sing Happy Birthday. To think that im in choir! crap lah!

Haha so just spend my first 30+ bucks on my fathers bdae, haiz Y must January be so hateful yet lovely to me? Hateful coz new year and all the new tchers and friends and expectations and stuff then also will part with like alot of money bcoz alot of ppl's bdae and etc etc. haiz, lovely bcoz my bdae then RMB! 16 jan!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Yesterday CCA recruitment day, first time in like 3 years i attended the full day, sec 1 and 2 was preoccupied by tuition. So we sang 2 songs, Kerraban Sape and On Rising Wind. I tink that we are seriously falling below standard over the year. At least last yr our sub-standard got response. Yesterday the audience look as though we were a bunch of students doing miming, so much actions but no sound. Our sound was like only heard by the first few rows which was absolutely pathetic, the microphones were of no used. 2 microphones amplifying 50% volume was almost of no use. Then Ms Erma and Ms Sri were sitting there laughing and laughing as though we sang the Indonesian song wrongly and accidentally pronounced some words into vulgarities.

After that, we changed and went to promote choir from our booth. The seniors were racking old successful songs and we sang along. Some juniors were like over there parading around with our song very funny. Then when we sang our all-time favourite song, Dum Belle, i still rmb Mr Balbundur Singh and Mr Rizal came over. Mr Rizal said, " Ouh Yay! My favourite song!"

After that i popped in and out of the singing to go snatch juniors from my friends saying how slack choir is and yet earning the most points. Haiz sad to say, i can never be a salesperson. So i got whacked by the NCC, pushed by Band and pounded by the rest but nvm. Oh and the idiotic scary Drama or smtg club with their harmless looking spray gun is very frightening. You stare at them too long and someone sprays you. Then Azri and Imran i tink tried to make them laugh make break their" stare stance" they got sprayed too. And imran actually pushed into the way of the water and got me all wet! Haiz fun day!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Haiz, its not even full school day or full school schedule, just the thrid day of school adn its already so bad. First sabo-ed by edmund into being the Chinese class rep. Dun even know what to do lah somemore chinese. When tcher left the class, i didnt know what to say i said "err xia ke". wa lau until now still dunno how to say greet the tcher and bow, cant rmb. Then durnig Chi, tcher tot i was in the wrong class coz my name was not highlighted. I was like "WHAT THE!" i mean i am in chi, i dun even want to be in higher chinese. Besides its very embarassing to be in the wrong class. Then they found out li yuan put wrong as chinese and not higher chinese. Still that did not explain how they miss my name. Grr! Then put target setting tcher tot i put Last grade as B3, Target B4. Then ask me to get out, she see wrongly lah! then later apologise i no choice have to accept rite?

Then reach home the tiffany so frustrating, use my words against me when i was half asleep. say i was thinking of sex? then threaten me... wa lau!

worst: Masahiro Iwaki is my sci lab partner!!!!

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Hours from school reopen. Don't know what im feeling now, mixed up from worried and sad. Doubt i felt this strong when i left Pri Sch. Usually i would be more than eager to start school for i like making new friends. But recently, i think i have a huge weakness of afraid of losing or rather progress. Im afriad of progress and would rather time to rewind and stay there. Happiness and no stress. But too bad its not like this, i have to move along or get kicked out of life. So many things to do i have no idea what to do first. Heart troubled and seriously disgusted. Half of me wants to be in school, other half wants to be at home continuing hols.

new yr, new prospects, new expectations, new friends, new teachers, new problems.

this has got to be the worst mood i get into a new yr with.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...