Friday, August 03, 2007
i tink im going mad...after that... im going into a state of depression, then mad again...and depression...the continuous cycle...never going to stop.
these few days very headache. first, theres the stupid xin ci that always makes me so frustrated and not being able to concentrate. my self imposed guilt that i topped the class for physics and geog ( though its not really smtg grt or smtg worth mentioning)when im sleeping most of the time and causing sabhina a little stressed. then there are some other things i wish not to say, the pressure of the projects and work/exams laying down on me hard... and to top it off, my sis consistant eeerie singing and wierd modern music playing/singing. hmmm btw she went into NAFA...some arts school ( basically a shelter to camp all wierd ppl to prevent them causing much headaches to the society ) She taking up Vocal as her major so she is like singing and singing day in day out...it was bad few yrs back when she was the head of TKG choir and taking some cert in singing, now its worse...