Thursday, March 15, 2007
Today choir we went to AJC for some exchange programme. Then when we were in school, we warmed up under the rotunda. We couldnt hear ourselves and it sounded very thin and all those things a choir shouldn't be, we were all slacking, in fact, i cldnt hear the choir. then i was half embarrassed coz so many ppl seeing, at the few times that choir actually opened up to the school, scared they had a bad impression of choir. and half scared for no reason.
when we reached AJC, i sounded wierd, not myslf...just dunno why, was still a little scared for no reason. Then when Mr Kwei practised the low notes, i cld reach the second last notes( a very great improvement of me) and Rui Han even said he could hear me!!! which means to show, that my low notes scld be heard...time to go B2!
so anw, i screw up the practices, i seriously have no idea whats wrong with me these few days, cld reach low notes but my technique, and song all gone. At many point in time, i dun cant even sing a scale and sounded awfully off tune. then when he practise the song, i screw up the choreo, screw up the song, i was very scared i might screw up alot and be kicked out, or worse, screw the choir up. and i was seriously thinking i shld not be in syf, but it wld really be a waste. I was practically having jelly knees.
after that we heard Cat High, our nemises( hope i spell correctly) choir, i was gravely traumitised, they improved relatively alot. so when we sang our first song i was very soft, then the choreo almost screw up, but my actions fast to "act". then masterpiece that time, i was even more traumatised, its hard and all but i had a little confidence back. Then as the song went on, i gained some confidence but not all. then mr kwei gave us an ok sign and i semi-blasted all the way,happy. then for some reason, when we ended the song and went to our seats, my face was acting up. It started glowing red( my friend said so) and radiating lots of heat, its happening so often now a days lah.