Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Hours from school reopen. Don't know what im feeling now, mixed up from worried and sad. Doubt i felt this strong when i left Pri Sch. Usually i would be more than eager to start school for i like making new friends. But recently, i think i have a huge weakness of afraid of losing or rather progress. Im afriad of progress and would rather time to rewind and stay there. Happiness and no stress. But too bad its not like this, i have to move along or get kicked out of life. So many things to do i have no idea what to do first. Heart troubled and seriously disgusted. Half of me wants to be in school, other half wants to be at home continuing hols.
new yr, new prospects, new expectations, new friends, new teachers, new problems.
this has got to be the worst mood i get into a new yr with.