Monday, October 30, 2006
I have no idea why i even bother, everytime i do it, smtg bad happens. Seriously tried chnaging but no one liked it, changed back and still the same. Opened my world, and you closed it single-handedly. Guess i did with yours and deserved all these but i do deserve all these, just how i wish there was other way out, I wld do anything but whats the use of regretting now its been done and said?
What do i want exactly? unintentionally let you cry? make u hate me even more? i dunno. i just wished i will wake up from this bad dream i am having but it cant be so, i know it myself. Things will pretty much be permanent and i seriously doubt time can heal it.
Dissapointed you a load heavier than anything and no amount of apologies would make you forgive me.