Wednesday, June 28, 2006
haiz, school just started not 1 week has passed and i hate it.
everyday dragged myself to school, somehow keep myself awake. then go back tired. but cannot sleep.then later at night cnnt sleep also, eyes juz cnnt close. Wierd? i have no explanation. Its like mind blank, like something i missed out and have not completed.
found no joy in coming to school anymore. its like i am suddenly being thrown into a faster pace of life all of a sudden once again. Its either me or im starting to HATE SCHOOL, no more things to look forward to and stuff. amused myself by singing today. with russell n khairul. it sounded so well, but i tink it sounded like noise to most.haha, its pure nice music ok( with a little changes by us). All the tchers seemed to like be a little more stricter. Mis Sri seemed to be more stern n not the positive self, geog tcher was just a result of having a hyper talkative childhood, mrs goh was just like rushing toking alien to me and ntg went in. Everyone seemed to be toking about IPW which i have not done a songle report since the start of the year.
Choir the audition for SYF i tink coming up. me nt going for choir during the hols seemed to be a big mistake cause i missed out alot of fun n songs. Struggling through it. Then i know im not up the mark for any of the audition pieces = me one super dead choir member. haiz all of a sudden, life seemed meaningless.
In short, im just a very sleepy boy who cant sleep now.
P.S *Life is like a tramboline, the harder you try to keep it down, the higher it will rebound.*