Saturday, May 27, 2006
feeling very down. grouded from music phone, TV, comp....
wondering if i shld juz suicide or fun away and live in an orphanage...orphanage would mean i have to live without books and stuff n the painful memory. suicide would means dealing a heavy blow to the paper hu care abt me...espiecially my friends. but i would leave this freaking world. so many things left undone... the $2 i owe adeline, $3 i owe jem. wish adeline to stop cuttin herself again...mayb i finally understood what she's feelin but ive a heavy urge to suicide now. bloody freaking asshole parents!!!