Sunday, April 02, 2006
BLOODY A******
first, ask me to iron clothes, then later sae she iron... after that sae i iron col me to she tired...make me move the thing here and there soo many times...nvm, she ask me find her clothes to iron...i find her clothes find three times liao, scold me sae i nv put my heart in finding...then i ask her go find...she also cnnt find, to save her face she sae nvm....no need iron for her....siao lor...den later sae "too bad lor u get scolded, hu ask u nv sae properly"...i seriously feel like punching her in the face....tell her dunno how many times...lyk she ever have listened to me...nvm the more i tok, the more i will blood boil...can nv forgive her...for causing me the pain i had last yr...bcoz of her..i now live life not knowing wat to do...the pain still lingers till todae...though months has passed...doubt it will ever go away...
gd news: i nv change much...adeline sae one...
bad news: still as irritating...hahaha muz change
seriously i have a little personality prob...i no longer know wat to do, no longer am the crafty me...i mean april fool juz passed...most of my tricks failed...y'know the one where i "act" as a secret crusher n fool ppl??? yea...it failed so badly, ppl r after my head. Furthermore, i now dunno wat to do...results so lousy...living life as it is...not much in the empty space in my head....like a mindless zombie, wandering here n there...going to sch to fall asleep...going back hm dunno wat to do...someone help me pls!!!its as though i no longer noe hu i am...changed totally...gotta find my inspriration again
living life without a goal is so painful